The days keep passing and it gets closer and closer to that awful evening. I wish I could turn back time. I would have given my life for you son. Part of me did go with you son!!! I am constantly looking for signs from you. I am trying my hardest to be there for your brothers and sister. Your sisters really need you. It hasn’t been easy for her since she lost the baby.

Sending you butterfly kisses all the way from here to heaven.