As the days turn into weeks and weeks into months it all seems like Groundhog Day for me. I miss you soo too much. I worry about every single one of your siblings even more. A part of me went with you. I feel like half of me is here and the other half with you. I hope you know I am trying so hard for your siblings.

I sometimes stop and look at your brother and think what you would be looking like now as a teenager. I miss you too much too much…